"We're smilingbut were close to tears"
"I wont forget what was promised here"
"We are young, we fun free, stay up late, we dont sleep"
"I'm addicted to this universal feeling called life!"
"We make plans to kiss the sun at night"
"I've written every page of my lifes play"
"Tryna hold hese golden years that are flashin by"
"I was born in the 80s with that summertime love"
"And from the highest jumps motherfucker i've jumped"
From my favourite songs!
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
Why
Why is it that we always seem to hurt the ones closest to us the most? is it because they are closest and we know them best which in turn means we know exactly how to hurt and disappoint them? In disappointing and hurting them we always end up disappointing and hurting ourselves too. I know i've done many things to many people i love that i'd take back in an instant, but i cant. Sometimes hurting someone can make a relationship stronger or it can completely tare it apart. From my experiences both can happen. But if i can help it, i will never hurt any body again. There is a certain someone i have put through hell and back in the last 6 weeks, he didnt deserve it after everything he did for me. Im sorry. Because of you, im going to make it my number one priority to never hurt anyone of great meaning to me again.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
The Past
"The past is a nice place to visit, But i wouldn't want to live there"
The past is the past for a reason. Our pasts hold good times and bad. When most people look back on their past they only want to remember the good times, the times they smiled and times they were truly happy. But what happens when every time you look back on your past all you see is the bad times blurring out the good. You try to wash the bad memories away but they are all that remains. When a good thing ends we try to look back on what made it good, but the things that made it bad just keep popping up. Or when we are trying to move on, move forward we think about the past and what could of been, the things that happened, why they happened, what did it all mean? This questioning and guessing keeps us living in the past and stops us moving on and seeing what is best for the future not what we should of done the make the past better. The past is the past for a reason. Its time to move on and make decisions for the future, think about the big picture and forget the things that made us unhappy.
The past is the past for a reason. Our pasts hold good times and bad. When most people look back on their past they only want to remember the good times, the times they smiled and times they were truly happy. But what happens when every time you look back on your past all you see is the bad times blurring out the good. You try to wash the bad memories away but they are all that remains. When a good thing ends we try to look back on what made it good, but the things that made it bad just keep popping up. Or when we are trying to move on, move forward we think about the past and what could of been, the things that happened, why they happened, what did it all mean? This questioning and guessing keeps us living in the past and stops us moving on and seeing what is best for the future not what we should of done the make the past better. The past is the past for a reason. Its time to move on and make decisions for the future, think about the big picture and forget the things that made us unhappy.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Things Happen...
People always say things happen for a reason, they always say people are in our lives for a purpose and when that purpose is fulfilled they leave just like they came, people say love is everything. But are all these things really what they are cracked up to be.
We've all loved someone we dread to lose, but in the end we lose them no matter what. We fight for their presence, for their friendship, for their love, their laugher, their ability to make a day 100% better just by them being around. But we've all lost a person like that at some stage, we've all felt that sinking feeling. How do we change the way we feel about it? Distractions? Replacement?
Who knows;
All good things come to an end.
Is love really everything? loving someone is a special thing. Even if its your sister, brother, mother, father, best friend, boyfriend, girlfriend.....anyone. We all need someone to love in one way or another.
Who decides when ones purpose in anothers life is fulfilled? God? The people it involves? Or is it fate?
Who knows;
I'd like to know.
We've all loved someone we dread to lose, but in the end we lose them no matter what. We fight for their presence, for their friendship, for their love, their laugher, their ability to make a day 100% better just by them being around. But we've all lost a person like that at some stage, we've all felt that sinking feeling. How do we change the way we feel about it? Distractions? Replacement?
Who knows;
All good things come to an end.
Is love really everything? loving someone is a special thing. Even if its your sister, brother, mother, father, best friend, boyfriend, girlfriend.....anyone. We all need someone to love in one way or another.
Who decides when ones purpose in anothers life is fulfilled? God? The people it involves? Or is it fate?
Who knows;
I'd like to know.
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