Why

Why is it that we always seem to hurt the ones closest to us the most? is it because they are closest and we know them best which in turn means we know exactly how to hurt and disappoint them? In disappointing and hurting them we always end up disappointing and hurting ourselves too. I know i've done many things to many people i love that i'd take back in an instant, but i cant. Sometimes hurting someone can make a relationship stronger or it can completely tare it apart. From my experiences both can happen. But if i can help it, i will never hurt any body again. There is a certain someone i have put through hell and back in the last 6 weeks, he didnt deserve it after everything he did for me. Im sorry. Because of you, im going to make it my number one priority to never hurt anyone of great meaning to me again.